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Friday, May 23, 2008

hello ! yes it has been hell long since i last posted .

anyways .. no one views my blog also.

stress ar ..

although holiday is like here ..

its still very stress .

exams when sch reopens , lots of hw .. etc ..

its so diff .

not like how i used to slack in sec 4 anymore !

life has been a bore so far .

haven really grown any taller .

arhs shit man ...

i want to work during holidays one !!!

arhs . i guess i have to forget it thn .

there goes my LV sling bag =(

stan @ 7:28 AM
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Friday, March 21, 2008

hi ppl and happy birthday to myself ..

it is 22nd march today

maybe there would be smth wrong with the timing shown .

anyways , jc life's sucks . darn boring .

homework test . etc are all coming back .

boring .

anyways , i had a quarrel with this friend of mine .

we're very very very close .

we are friends for 4 years .

she is the closest to me .

we used to have lunch always and meet up very regularly .

though we may have some arguements at times , things will always turn out fine.

she have somehow strengthened my life in secondary sch .

her attitude maybe bad at times but i noe she dont mean what she say .

we had this quarrel before chinese new yr .

and since then we didnt chat anymore .

my calls were ignored , i was blocked on msn .

i tried my best to contact her but she is always un-reachable .

it has been for months since we last chat .

i really wonder how is she living ?

i miss chatting , going lunch , and shop with her .

its very different without her . .

i miss her seriously .

stan @ 9:57 AM
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Thursday, February 28, 2008

arhhs . i'm like sad agnn .

why am i alway down .

why cant i be like some ppl ?

who thinks simple and are happy .

i seriously dont wanna be the way i am now .

its just smth natural .

i didnt want that to happen either .

i dont wanna think of what would happen in future .

praying doesnt seem to help .

its hard for others to understand becox they haven been through it .

i seriously dont wanna live life like that .

it would be meaningless if life happens this way .

i need help .

but i doubt anyone would be able to help me .

(dont ask me what problem is that)

stan @ 5:10 AM
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yo !

sch life sucks

i want to have holidays

i wan to wake up at 1 pm and go out at 2 pm

i wanna go club, pub . etc ..

arhh

i think i'm damn loser .

i've been in sajc for 2 months to almost 3 months .

and i cant recognise the buildings and i dont even noe where is the ava !

stupid rite . yea. i'm just super not observant .

it feel so awkward in sch now .

everywhere i go would be mostly acquaintance .

though there are some closer ones around .

i'm just so not ready to study !

i'm still in some kind of slacking mode .

stan @ 3:16 AM
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Saturday, February 23, 2008

its quite amazing that there are ppl who still read my blog.

okay . anyways , i'll make it a point to blog once in a while !

buttt . mostly my post would be emo ones . of which i dunno why .

maybe its a place where i vent out some of my frustrations .

reaching home at 12 am is considered late ?

tt's what my mother thinks .

okay , i know because of that incident , she became very protective .

but i think she is over-protective when she asks me

"who do you go out with ? "

"how you know him or her"

"where does he/she studies ?"

like wtff . just have a kind of feeling that

she would condemn someone if he/she didnt meet her expectations.

people would probably say " she is concerned and worried for you"

but i think she's over - protective lo .

like i'm already 17 !

not very old but not very young either .

i think i'm on my way to be a very weird person .

and next ! my fucking phone .

i accidentally dropped it into the basin .

and water enter it !

so ,, i brought it to sony erricson to repair .

and wtfff . its beyond hope !

i just got it for fuckingly 2 months .

and it fuckingly spoilt ..

so what am i fuckingly supposed to do with it ?

throw it away ?! arhs .

brought it to china town to TRY to repair it .

but i think it would be a fruitless attempt .

stan @ 8:54 AM
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Thursday, February 21, 2008

i screwed myself up .

i screwed up in everything .

i always do the wrong things .

i'm bad at almost everything.

best at slacking .

why do all the weird stuff happen to me .

why do i do silly things to myself ,

causing me to be fuck. short in the end .

why am i diff .

i wan to be normal .

i want to lead a normal life !

but it seemed that i cant.

i hate my fucking existence .

stan @ 3:51 AM
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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

hi people ! its chinese new year !

so happy cny !!!

okay . time flies ar .

its new year again !

and i'm gonna be in army in 2 years time

better not think abt it.

oh . i'm not very enthu abt it .

or i should say . i will SELDOM be enthu abt things !

anyways .. chinese new year is a time where

relatives get tgt to catch up with one another.

what do they ask ?!

"heyy . where are u studying now ?! "

"oh , studying at Saint andrew JC currently"

" huhs so fast ar ?! i tot u secondary only lei "

( do i look like a sec sch KID ? yea i think i do. my bloody shortness ! )

" oh no la ! i had Os last year "

" huhs ? what sch agn ? i dont know what is it ? i dunno all the JCs one "

its funny when they ask for the sake of asking !

okay . next they would turn to my sister .

" hey ! when u getting married ? "

you must be thinking how old is my sister . she's in her mid twenties .

wu liao man !

andd. my mother has been a very irritating one .

" boy ar .. your ear dont put so many holes la ! later all the aunties say ar . you cannot guai abit meh ?! "

wthh . there are ONLY 4 holes and she's making a fuss out of it .

and its not like i will grow stupid-er with more piercings !

okay nvm . new year . must say good things .

be optimistic .

yea . look forward to the great year ahead people ! =)

stan @ 10:22 PM
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Sunday, January 27, 2008

HI HI HI !!! MY BLOG IS LIKE DEAD FOR SO LONG.

okay ! but .. hmm . during this period of time .

many things have changed . i've been promoted ! yay .

Os is over . results are out .

i'm applying for SAJC .

my results hit the score they require .

but ! hard to say ! i may end up elsewhere .

spent my first few weeks in SA as well .

was okay . pon alot of lessons .

and didnt do alot of work .

i bet its quite the same for most of the ppl . lol

actually i agree with what my friend has said .

i'm more suitable for POLY as i'm VERY slack .

and he was encouraging me to go poly as well . lols .

yes . i didnt want to go to a JC . but i have little idea on what course to take in poly.

i didnt want to regret when i'm older .

and so , i end up choosing a JC .

hahas . okay . and . lastly .

i've graduated from newtown sec .

the place where i spent my 4 youthful years .

i've learnt many things in these 4 years .

ppl have all changed . and i've deflated .

i've grown vain-er . it is also the place where i have left behind

many special memories . things are gonna be different .

friends would be going to different schools .

i would see less of them or would even lose contact with some.

would have to make new friends all over agn.

its kinda natural . no matter how . i would try to catch up with them once in a while .

okay tt's abt it .. for once , i would say " thanks NTSS ".

stan @ 9:18 PM
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